Im. Im afraid! ='( left 50 days till the actual SPM ! i really feel like havent started to do preparation ! although always tuition but i feel like gain nothing at all! nothing is lock in my mind after tuition! maybe im just too tired of it? my memory is not good , like others do! hard to memorise! sometimes, i just give myself too much pressure , and when i found myself cant reach a target or cant do any question of exercise , i feel depress ! We have no much time! but everyone is saying:" you will set free after 2 month" Am already feeling like dying now! 2month to effort not only to wait! tiring ='(