♥ Eveelyn❀

Ding Ding Dong!!!!  This is the picture best suit for me to wish everyone merry christmas and happy new year!!! because i love travel so much. so here is my wish list for christmas and new year, to travel untill the day i leave this world. Its hard to come true all in once, but i will work it out pieces by pieces. But reality is the first step to bring the dream closer is, i should study hard like hell, so the sub-list for wishes is, get good grades have good friends blablabla. Take action! Not only speak out your mind! And of course! i wish, you will love me forever! =D 

Summer vacation!!!! January in summer? Omg!!! Can't wait for it... 14 days to go:) a country i never been there and is so exciting! My first vacation for 2014.. And follow by taiwan vacation! :)  " oh i dont know why but i always love the idea of summer, and sun and of hot..." olaf!! Although im from malaysia and its always in summer but.... I never experience the real summer of four season country! 

So, this is my first trip with tze ying and our destination is labuan. I remember that the last time i was there is year2010 when i was sixteen and went with a wrong person.  Labuan has nothing special to do except the liquor and chocolates is duty free... Im not sure about the different of prices between chocolates but liquor do have a big different compare to the night club or any bistro.  So we bought a lot of chocolates! However i cant find my hello panda despite we look for it whole day and night in rainny day! So i give it up.  Stay at hotel room and watch movie is better than hang out at late night because we still need to wake up early in the morning to rush the ferry. Sigh another three hours ferry journey. Well, i love sea!  

希腊， 我原本没有过多的憧憬和向往的地方。但是看了那部“爱在午夜希腊时”-before midnight, 就好想好想去一趟，感受一下那边的文明和气息。也许是戏里面没有好好的介绍整个希腊，让我对它的印象仍然是个谜，但是看了上面这些图，就在想，要是我能把这些地方去一遍，该会有多好。我已经做好了随时一个人踏上旅途的心理准备，不论有多远，看起来多么遥不可及，但是我相信，我这样一个旅梦人会有冲动去达成不可思议的事情。人生里面有太多的事情是我没有办法选着没有办法改变的，只有多出走让自己看看这个世界到底有多大，才能发现自己的委屈多么渺小，自己的知识见广多么微不足道。

也许还在热恋当中就要分隔两地就像把爱情封上了保鲜膜。 也许不能朝夕相对才会使感情轰轰烈烈。 也许这样我就能把累积好久好久的温暖一次过在拥抱中传达。 也许这样会是属于我们相爱的方式。 倒数一星期。

所以，现在是十二月一日了嘛？  我结束上一段感情满一个月了。 但也开始了一段突如其来的恋情满一个月了。 日子真的过得好快，地球是在世界未末日后转快了吗。 我其实不知道，他到底喜欢我什么。 是不是我没有主动先说喜欢他，结局就不同了呢。 很多的不确定让我真的不敢相信这是真的。 不过管他呢，不顾一切的去吧。  :) 

胃，对不起老是让你痛。 心、对不起老是委屈你。 脑，对不起让你想太多。  我会振作，会好好照顾好自己，毕竟以后的日子，还是得努力地活下去。不管身旁是否有个人，女孩就是要自立自强。 

可不可以放手，还我自由？

愛那麼傷 傷那麼重 我不想 我不 觉得自己的脚步被拖累着，觉得自己的品味全部全部都下滑了，觉得自己应该不顾一切往前走，不该再停留了。 明明知道这个人不适合，但因为习惯了对方的付出和给予，所以我没有勇气离开，没有勇气开始面对自己独立的生活=。= 烦~ 时间久了，女生的存在感就会越来越少。 待在同一间房间，我大声笑我大声叫，我看到什么都分享，可他都没有任何回应，很多次连头也不回。 爱不是你觉得你有空了你自己的事情无聊了才来拿我当调剂看看我在干嘛。 什么叫分享？我分享了却没有人珍惜和在乎，就是在浪费我的分享。 这样还要继续下去吗？我太愚蠢了。 然后我没用你一分一毫，爱吃什么我开心就好你管我？你管我干啥？干你事嘛？ 我们不只是品味不一样，就连生活的态度也不一样，未来看法更不一样。      我清楚明白再和这个男人牵扯下去，只会拖累我自己而已。因为渐渐地无形中让我变成      了他哪一类型的人，可是我不甘，我有我自己人生的追求。      当理想被搁浅或是妨碍的时候，我会很难受。不想不想被任何人拖累下去。      好的情人是需要共同成长互相扶持，而不是拖累的人。      很多次谈到最后他都说成是我在伤他自尊，苦苦哀求我和好不要再吵==      不想再这样正面对势，我往往看见他那样撕心裂肺都会忍不住心软~      也许到最后我依然会自私点悄悄地，就离开了他，不要看见他多痛苦      可是认识我们的都老是跟我说，他的眼里只有你，他对你多好多好=。=      我如果哪一天真的分手了，我岂不是变成罪人了。

hey there, im ready to leave kampar and officially starts my sembreak with this look~ well, picture is always prettier than real person because i pose, make-up and edited!  and here is my brunch, Plan B finally, for the first time...  girl from Sabah never ate this before~ and ofcourse, i ate alot!  miss this hot chocolate with its marshmallow =(  after met up with old neighbour~ i found this shirt and its the only one in forever twenty one, i mean the only two but for this size i only able to find one piece =( no choice but it fit on me ~ =D good job! keep working out when i back to kampar to get more ideal body shape although some part of body might not have big changes *sigh*  Sabah I'm here! 

终于过去啦~~~ 收拾行囊和心情，准备回家去吧~~~~ 再见啦金宝~~~

This is the main character, the outline is design by my sister and i just trace it out and color it part by part adding some effect and gradien by using the Adobe Illustrator.  At first, i think i will never get this coursework done because i know nothing about creative and design! and Why Public relation need to study all this shit? *pissed off*  Then after done with the Illustrator accessment, heres come the harder part, photoshop! I really not interesting and not looking forward for it unlike others.  Still the Question, *why i need to know all this stuff? come on i am a public relation! *start to blame UTAR giving us unrelevant subject to study.  But hey, you still need to do it although you tell yourself and others that you dont know how to do it or even start with in.  So, here is my final outcome, feeling success~ * big round of applauses?*  Taaadaaaa  The End!