♥ Eveelyn❀

*就是这样，没有为什么，也没有如果。* 还是觉得过的都不是自己像要的生活， 得到的都不是自己想要的东西。 人性就是这样，永远不会知足。 买了一件衣服，很漂亮，但是当你看见另外一件更好看的时，就会去买， 就是这样，一直买一直买， 永远不知道那个适合自己的风格， 最后得到的，只是满满一衣柜的衣服， 但没有几件是自己喜欢的。 - - - 虽然我很清楚， 但是我无法停止自己在生命中犯同样的错。 任由它吧~

just post some photo on blog and dont let it be so dull. i realize that my blog lack of photo or picture for a long long days. Today was our school anual CROSS-COUNTRY, i feel a lil bit of regret for nt running and get 1 mark. over half of the time i was walking~ ish...i really wish to run but seem every people around is small kids , where is my friends gone? some at the back and some at the front. i don't wanna runing alone like sakai. i noe other people will get 1 mark for our house already. after that,we went to kian kok middle school for awhile~ sibeh long time din go back and have a look. ntg big change~ but old frens is getting less and less~ we are Senior 2 already, those student at sch are almost new member whose i don ever noe them. sad case. maybe after this year, kian kok is nt the sch i noe anymore. disconnect with them already. saw my dear WENNA at the middle of our way~ hug her tightly and greeting , but i forgot to take photo with her... i had still took a photo...

两天没有上来写东西liao~ 真的很很很累~ 然后自己又懒惰。 其实很多东西要写的， 以后看心情再写啦~ 今天是学校的大日子， CROSS-COUNTRY ~ 现在是5.45am. 老妈今天跑来我房间吵醒我问我怎样去学校。 我说：“你要载我我也不亏~” 哈哈~ 所以现在酱sibeh 有时间上网。 虽然时间还有很长，但是我不敢再去睡， 怕等下睡不醒，或者想赖床。 早上的床又那么舒服~ 一秒又一秒的给自己借口，到最后还是不会爬起来的。 还不知道等下吃什么早餐好， 不吃又怕自己半路没有体力还是晕倒。 家里又没有东西好吃。 希望今天平平安安，不要有什么意外啦~ 我今天肯定会很丑。__________=目

im sorry today~ i skipped dancing practice! cross-country practise today was so tiring, and im running without taken my launch at the recess time. when i was running , i was afraid that my body will run out of energy and faint on the way~ my 肋骨thr like cramp, and my mind start unable to control my body~ this is the consequence of skipping my launch? im walking 3/5 of the way. yet i still can catch up with silvia who is infront of me with a distance. wow i thk im light enuf liao now~ cross-country dancing etc = slim it is a good news. but bad news is my time is not enough to use and i cant handle with tiny liltle thgs of my life. cant even copy the geography answer and cant arrange my stuff for cny too. math workbook is to be pass up on friday but i din even started to do it~ the teacher make me more n more hate mathematics . sien him. blablabla~ thats all for today~ my eyes are getting heavy~ goodnite and have a sweet dream to myself~❤

在学校待的时间越来越长，回到家又那么累， 第二天又要那么早起，然后又重复一样的东西。 人真的要疯掉了~ 真想明天偷懒不去学校，但是又有那么多的测验~ 学校啊~你应该很清楚我们学生个个都在忙运动会和处于新年的状态， 你死命赛东西给学生也没有人能够做得好给你的啦~ 你真的当我们是机器人吗？ 就算是机器人，也需要时间充电啦~ 我在想， 如果我一天有30 个小时，15个小时都待在学校 ， 另外15个小时，8小时睡眠，7小时冲凉吃饭处理我的耳朵，抄完我应该抄的功课~ 那该多好~ 不像现在，24小时，15个小时在学校，只剩下9小时给我。 算他6小时睡眠，三小时里，要吃东西，冲凉，在车上。 根本没有时间顾及功课和学业。 另外，农历新年即将来临， 很多学生连新衣服都抽不出时间来买~ ************************************************ 刚才一回到家，大哥就把他推销的手机拿给我用， 可惜，我不会用touch screen~ 对我来讲，没有什么特别咯~ 都是讲电话和传简讯而已嘛~ 随便咯~ 我要去冲凉咯~ 晚安~

今天凌晨才睡了三个钟，你说累不累？ 明天又要去上学，不过值得高兴的是他们计划要去suria !!! 可以见到我的爱！ 但是hor, 很累喔~ 又没有得冲凉咯~又有酱多书。 还要练习到晚上九点。 我再考虑看看要不要去suria 啊~ 如果不是就回家休息先的咯~ 最近真的是很累，累到心情不好的那种！

arhhgggg!!!!! i just slept for 3 hrs and woke at 4.50am.... in the middle of these 3 hrs still need keep wake up because i cant sure the time. the only clock at my home is at the down stairs, i cant sleep! because i scare i cant wake today~ i really don't wanna to go sch for today actually~ but i must go to sch because i dont have a very good reason for leave. cheerleading practise again later . so i will spent more than 12 hrs at sch again. can i dont go sch???? hate it damn much!!!! how can i spent up my 12 hrs in a sucks school? lesson are boring n tiring already still need stay back at sch directly untill 6pm. oh goshhh... really speechless, maybe those parent saw this post will rather gv their kids to the government sch... just spent nt over 8 hrs at sch . arhhhhgggg.............