♥ Eveelyn❀

how i hope im a superwomen ~ fly around the world and get my freedom~ save ppl and get happiness.... how i hope i never born like a angle staying heaven, no more worries and no more pain~ how i hope there is a person~ we're nt couple but better than that~ listen my sound of heart and giving comfort, bringing me out and make me smile. but im not a superwomen nor powerpuffgirls. im just a normal humanbeing~ staying in this world and facing all reality sewing brokenheart alone but no one know but im now born and live a life in this world. ain't an angle nor fairy. this is real but nt fairy tales, everythings is getting more and more complicated out of control the person is thr but he not done his part we're more than just a couple but bro and sis he listen to my story n comfort, but thats doesnt enough to heal my soul.

im so hurt, even if we are nt fren anymore but y you wan to say it like tat at fb? i really so make you 讨厌？ wat you say is like scolding a person last time your case v jxsxxx , and also scolding the aBc and also the Xvy~ am i such person in your eyes? although i may done sth wrong but im your fren for 8 yrs ady lar i treat you with my full heart and never say you like tat 。 "wtf tat person bf .........ppl wan to break v her ....protect her " tat post you;re saying like you dont noe me and simply scold someone you all hate lar and you hate me now y you make my whole world bcum none? dada ? emily？and? alysar? xiao xuan? eunice? slowlly evelyn yong blablabla all those ppl hate me and anti me ? wat i done oso nt terrible like this lar i really donnoe y you can say till like this i noe i have wrong along this 1year n more~ but everyone had done wrong before, why you can say like this? like make the whole world together anti me? fine ~ this is last year we go...

你说我不在乎？ 我没有一次跟任何一个男友分手哭得比每一次跟你吵架跟你翻脸更伤心。 心如刀割，　还没有比想要狠狠地弄伤自己来的更难过！　 我不知道我们自己的平衡 标准 在那里？ 你每次说话说到再粗在过分， 无端端走街一直骂我贱人，不如去死？ 就算是伤心， 我还一直告诉自己这只是朋友之间的玩笑， 没有什么。　 并非只有你有感情， 除了亲人？　你以为我心里还有谁比你这个人 重要 吗？ 你随随便便说你想要那钱包你知道我去看了几次吗？ 我知道有时候你很忙要和你朋友， 我也知道自己参不进他们的， 所以就买好东西费事自己等下要饿肚子不能吗？ 你早上那么生气，　 我当然会认为你中午不可能再来找我， 买好东西给自己有错吗？ 也许我说话不经大脑， 但那是因为我面对的是你， 我天真的以为朋友都是那样，　真， 不需要我伪装对你多好。 对不起我太天真。 你也说过不少伤我的话， 我都告诉自己你就是那样要说什么就直接说的人， 不会怪你，更不会记住。 没想到换来的却是这样。 我真的不知道自己能做什么？ 如果，你认为我们缘分真的那样就尽了话， 我不会怪你，不会勉强你，不会再烦你。 只怪自己不会做人。 １７　岁了才知道原来自己一直都那么不会做人。 真是可笑。 可耻。 让我一个人，　 独自反省。

what i can do?  拿白开水当酒灌自己？  我真是不明白~  所有事情， 并不是单方面的~  我决定  好好的谈！  不管怎样~  做了再算！

是谁   夺走了我的笑颜。 有时候， 看见他， 有种说不出的心痛。 只能怪自己   过去太愚昧。 有时候， 多奢望，  彼此还能够友好。 只怪自己~ 太天真。 也许在我拿着刀， 刺伤别人的同时， 刀的另外一边~  也深深刺向了自己。 伤口慢慢愈合， 不在隐隐作痛， 但明显的伤痕， 却像刺青， 一刺， 就是永远   抹不去。 是谁   夺走我的笑颜， 让我找不回    爱笑的自己。 今天在学校下半段的时间， 我都是静静的一个人过。 不想多说什么， 更不想回答什么。 沉淀一下自己， 放飞一下思绪。 不要把自己逼得太辛苦。

今天早上去跑步来， 感觉自己变健康了一点点~ 但是该死的鼻子还是伤风， 该死的喉咙依然痛~ 发热气， 喝多点水就okay 的啦~ 要去补习了~~~~ 下><

my sleep is nt really good for this good friday~ headache and hear pain there pain till wake up~ din even saw a msg from him-.- for back up~ i on FB and Ko min say lets out together. rush to prepare myself because bro is leaving! finally i get to Ko min hse~ SKIPPED~ arrived! i had been a long time din go to one borneo already! and we can't find NewYork NewYork! so Ko min call her bro and i call my bro and asked! Found and eat there!  we were wasted so many food! im just too full to finish up! give up! went to PDI !!! ss in the fitting room! bought many shirts! then we went to Roxy and found nothing nice and suited us! is price problem or the goods nt worth the price? i thk it is just the Roxy logo cost high price! so after that, we finally went to MANGO ss again~ she cant decide which to buy~ XD and when they have gone~ i watched 2 movie alone~ without taking my lunch~ i was so hungry and now too! finally the time come to 9.00pm went to bro shop and w...