我不孤单

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我决定今晚对自己好一点，把手机关了，不用期待任何简讯或来电，安安稳稳的睡。
所谓期待，并不代表特别的人所传来得简讯或来电，只是不明白为何总看着手机荧幕却发现没有任何新信息而失落的感觉~
也许这就是寂寞的人的表现~

我决定不会回任何人的信息和接任和人的来电，
受够了回复信息时那种莫名的失落和生气，
我自己也不明白~
但是我任由那奇怪的感觉，蔓延~

其实我不孤单，因为我爱上寂寞~
其实寂寞不难过，因为我爱上一个人沉思的感觉=）

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