:') again and again , eventually , I choose to leave the show.

gah!!!　again I'd prove to myself that ,

im tough .

everything is just like a fireworks ,

nothing will actually last long .

see, its proven , and i knew it =')

maybe no one is understand what i mean to post .

but im sure when i read this post whenever in the future ,

I myself can understand everythg that happens to me .

fedup,

clear my mind ,

and continue to fight with my SPM =)

after all of this ,

i will turn to a strong , tough , and more independent girl .

yeah i know i will .

BE STRONG evelyn .

you are just yourself and never someone.