♥ Eveelyn❀

人们常常会羡慕别人的生活有多奢侈享受幸福快乐， 却常常忘记了珍惜和感恩自己所拥有的一切。 比如，真羡慕别人家的小孩，都不需要成绩多好，却可以出国留学。 但回想起来，我念大学不用贷款，费用不用我操心每个月自然有钱进账，真的很幸福了。  比如别人的生日礼物朋友都是土豪金苹果名牌包送不完还有高级餐馆或者游艇派对。 但是我有人记得我的生日，有得出国旅行当做送给自己的21礼物也不错。 社会本来就是不公平，但是从另一方面看待这种不平等，吃亏当赚，乐观面对才能活下去。 抱怨只会让你显得庸俗小气， 闭嘴不言，多做事才是精明之举。

People might think that I took everything too serious and make myself overstress and depressed. In fact im overly responsible for everything. I give myself pressure and datelines, I carry all the burden and I'm some what a perfectionist when comes to doing work. I dont really mix well with peer because I cant party all day and put everything asides like them. When people are partying I am crying and blaming for the inequal life but what to do, finish crying and continue to get my brain into work. In order to catch up datelines and to be on tracks, I have suffer myself so much. To add to your understanding about me, my only hobbies is procrastination and I manage my time badly. These contrast personalities make me suffer a lot. I always waking up in the morning and realize i hated myself so much even think of killing myself. I think i really need some care or counselling session.