People might think that I took everything too serious and make myself overstress and depressed. In fact im overly responsible for everything. I give myself pressure and datelines, I carry all the burden and I'm some what a perfectionist when comes to doing work.
I dont really mix well with peer because I cant party all day and put everything asides like them. When people are partying I am crying and blaming for the inequal life but what to do, finish crying and continue to get my brain into work. In order to catch up datelines and to be on tracks, I have suffer myself so much.
To add to your understanding about me, my only hobbies is procrastination and I manage my time badly. These contrast personalities make me suffer a lot. I always waking up in the morning and realize i hated myself so much even think of killing myself. I think i really need some care or counselling session.
I dont really mix well with peer because I cant party all day and put everything asides like them. When people are partying I am crying and blaming for the inequal life but what to do, finish crying and continue to get my brain into work. In order to catch up datelines and to be on tracks, I have suffer myself so much.
To add to your understanding about me, my only hobbies is procrastination and I manage my time badly. These contrast personalities make me suffer a lot. I always waking up in the morning and realize i hated myself so much even think of killing myself. I think i really need some care or counselling session.
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