50%=) 50%=(

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today....
50% 50%
half sad ,half joy

sad...cos family leave home to melbourne already,
sad ..cos they out no ask me...
sad..cos someone chg new gf and the gf very pretty....

happy..cos i make some new fren through internet...
happy..cos i gt promote my kkco ticket....use my real heart...
happy...cos wenna say she love me....(i love you too darl)


but...i still feel guilty....
when i saw wat u type....
im very suffer between my devil and my angle!!!!
how? if i ignore my own feeling and continue everythg even act ntg....
the end of the road is hurt n sad n repend
and you will nt happy.....


now....let everythg be ntg 1st......
cos i dunnow wat is the next step =(

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